What I want to be?

I have been thinking about a lot of question about my life recently. What kind of girl I want to be. What kind of future attract me best? Is it good to take things from someone else even though they are willing to or don't mind?
One thing for sure, I want to be happy and content with what I already have.
Well... the midterms are going to end and so far, this is the only thing make me feel crazily happy.
I really enjoy my life because I can do almost everything I want to but something is wrong recently. I am changing and I don't know it's good or bad. I am satisfied with my life. However, sometimes I think I am not acting properly. People changed when people around them changed. When people see me in a different way compared to before, it makes me feel complicated. However, I made up my mind. No matter how people treat me or see me, I just have to be myself and I don't have to change anything unless it's a shortcoming.
I hope I can be polite to people even though he or she is a rude person.
I have to be humble even though I meet a person always likes to show off.
If someone did something to me that makes me feel uncomfortable, first, I have to think if I did it to other people, too before.
I hope I can be really thoughtful to those people who care about me.
Every week, I exam myself to see if I did things right but sometimes people are blind. I wish all the friend of mine can tell me whenever I did something wrong.

Rainy day

I don't like rainy day when I have to go out!!!!!!!!!! However, I like rainy day when I can stay at home~~~~~~~ HAHA!!!

Many things happened recently. I feel happy but worried, too.
People around me change and I don't know if it's good or not.
I hope I can always feel happy.
I hope people will not want to get anything from me and just want to be my friend.
I hope I can always remain positive and humble.
I hope I can speak less and listen more.
I hope I can be confident but not proud.
I hope my parents will not be worried about me.
I hope I can bring happiness to those I love.
I hope my days can always be busy and meaningful.
I hope I can do a good job on all of my tests.
Finally, I hope I can carry out all these hopes~~~~~~~~~~~~HAHA!!!!1


What can be more important than living happily ever after?

Being alone~~~~

I don't know why but I am quite enjoy the time when I was alone. Walking on the street, staying at home, or having dinner or lunch a lone. I used to be alone when I was in senior high school. It didn't mean that I didn't have friends. I had some really good friends but sometimes I just felt that when one had to wait for another one, it wasted time and I can use the time to study. Maybe it is because of the busy working life alert me to fine more time to study and I have to control my time.
It's not a bad thing. In this way, I can have more time to think and concentrate on my study.However, I love my friend too so I save some time for my friend and hoping that my friend can forgive my ''alone behavior''.

I got my salary today and I am quite happy and satisfied. A huge plan is waiting for the money. HAHA!!!

I have been thinking a lot recently; thinking about my days of being young. I don't want to waste it and I don't went to regret it when I am old. I am young and it's perfectly good to be young. I can never been too satisfied about my currant circumstances. I am tired about happy. I worried about money but I am earning money. I worried about my homework but I am studying. Being happy is not there is no difficulties or problems in my life; being happy is one can solve any problem in his or her life. Well... I can't imagine a life without trouble and difficulties. It must be very terrible.