Take care of myself~~~~~~

Today, I went to the doctor and I think I have to start taking it more seriously. The doctor gave me a list about the food that I can't eat and SHOULD eat. Sadly, all the fruits that I love most are not allowed to eat. Well...... I think from now on, whenever I saw the fruits, there will be an angel and a demon appearing on my shoulder.

I used to eat whatever I want. Maybe, it's time to change it and do really take care of myself, otherwise, there will be more problems after I become thirty.
I will follow what the doctor told me and take the medicine according the doctor's instruction.

This weekend I have four days off from school and it's good and relaxing. I can't wait for my summer vacation. Somehow, people get lazy so easily and can hardly become diligent. I spend my weekend on working, watching series, reading novels, and study some Japaneses. I think it's also the time to prepare for my test.

Tough June~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ No money, happiness, and leisure time but a bunch of pressure of the final~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The Unknown

Sometimes, I was busy in planing the future and I forget to taste the surprise of the unknown.

Life is full of surprise and excitement. This is what my best friend told me.
He always asks that'Don't you think so?'
I hardly agree with him before but recently I think maybe he is right and I start to accept this saying and try to figure out and experience the true meaning of it.

Leisurely Sunday~~~~~~~

I almost forget when is the last time that my Sunday is so free that I can do everything I want slowly.
In this week, I have some fresh thoughts and new opinion about things.

Sometimes, it's hard to let go something you cherished very much but deep inside, you know you will finally get through it. It's just a problem of time. However, the process causes pain and suffering. It's time to let go, to lose even though it's painful.

Sometimes, we care so much about the future that we forget we live in NOW. I've busy in planing my future and I forget to taste the surprise of the unknown. There is no definitely prediction in people's lives, but fear, anticipation, anxiety and curiosity push us to explore the future.

Sometimes, people insist on things they think it's important, however, when everything is over and you turn back to reflect upon the past, you are not sure about it's worth or not. I don't call it regret.

Well... maybe I don't know what am I talking about.

Crazily busy week~~~~~ New Experience

This Friday, I changed my hair style and I like it!!!!!
No matter how people said, I think this is a big change of me and I am glad that I step out.
This week was really busy, too!!!!!!!!
A looooooooooooooooooooooooooooo of homework, presentations, and tests.
Well..... I I think midterm is not the most terrible things in the world.
But I still try really hard to keep my schedule.
I cleaned me room, wrote the blog, prepared for my presentations and ,memorized my Japanese vocabularies.

Wow!!!! it's a mazing that I can finished so many things within few hours. I think next thing I have to arrange my time more properly, otherwise, I will be definitely crazy.


Welcome my new hair style and welcome my new week.
I hope everything will be perfectly fine!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Crazily busy week~~~~~ New Experience

Tough Week!!!

This is a tough week because I don't feel very comfortable. I get dizzy sometimes and I do think that I need rest. I stayed at home after I worked and had a lot of sleep and finally, I feel better now.
I think I do really have to take care of myself, otherwise. with a miserable condition of health, I can do nothing.
Exercising do really help. I went jogging last night and I feel great after that. I think I should raise this habit to keep my body healthy and fit.



Recently, I always think of stupid things that I did with my best friend. For example, I went to his house one day and I bought two cups of green tea, one for him and one for me. After I paid, I forgot to take the green tea with me and I went up stairs. It's not until I was int the elevator did I remember that I left the green tea in the store. I asked him to go down stairs with me and took the beverages. Because he lent his key to his friend, we had to go up ninth floor by feet. We stood in front of the stairs and bet who can reached the ninth floor first. We discussed for a good while because the one who lost had to suffer from the other's scratching for twenty seconds. While we are discussing, one man came and I suddenly realize that we can ask the man to help us get to the ninth floor by elevator so we asked him for help and the man said yes and keep laughing at us because our discussion. HAHAHA!!!!!
Whenever I think of this incident, I always laughed because it's really funny and stupid.

Anyway, it's good to keep something happy in mind~~~~~~~~~~

I wan to say Thank you !!!

Thank you, Rick. You are right; I think I spent too much time thinking about how people see me and think about me and it makes me quite not myself recently.
Be yourself again, Janer.
Try not to care so many trivial things and life would be happier.
Oh yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyways. It's good to be me.

The midterms ended. I feel GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can do whatever I want to now.
I can read without pressure.
I can draw without pressure.
I can earn money without pressure.
I can watch series without pressure. I can go out without pressure.
I can go shopping without pressure.
What a beautiful life~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
It's gooooooooooooooooood to be care-free.

HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!