Busy Days~~~~

Chinese new year is around the corner and it has bee a while since last time I wrote something on my blog. Recently, I have been really busy but happy, too. I miss all my classmates and I hope I can go to school tomorrow to see everyone!!!!
This is the first winter vacation which makes feel like I am an adult and I can decide everything by myself. I am 20 years old now and this is an important age for me. I have a good job which I am fond of it very much and I can make decisions by myself without caring what other people think. I know it may not be a good thing but sometimes I just felt that I spent too much time worrying about how other people think. Because of this, I lose myself, the real me. I don't like it that way cus it makes me feel terrible. But little by little, I know something I did is right and it really does good for me. Sometimes, I just spend too much time getting parents' support and forget to be the real me and just do it. This time, I made it and I don't think they are right!!! Now, I just wanna be me, Janer, the real me and make my own decisions and take responsibilities by myself no matter what cus I am tired of catering to anyone!!!